Move On? (2003)

This is my life
the loved with out the knife
the truth in my lie
the lie I live to die.
these hours I work
to keep my mind off you
these pills I consume
that sleep away your fume
the 4% I slide
through the same throat I choke
the love in with I lost
the love I wish to soak
with the love I have to give
whats the reason to live
for the love is dieing
its way past dead
my heart is lieing
it were never fed
lead and staples
my diet of choice
chairs and tables
one empty. no toys
my heart cant keep up.
my breath. half cup.
these sounds. fade
fuck it. tonight im getting laid
cause I don't give a shit
im gonna survive and thats it
im gonna move on.
im not gonna quit.
my lifes so full
of pleasures and pains
who can pass up
these future blood stains
these wrists cant wait
eagerly they state
they cant wait.
to make me late.
but too bad for them
I've changed and moved on.
poison of the night?
passed out on the lawn
this is funny
why the fuck do I move on?